Today I’ve felt like rubbish. Anxiety through the roof, feeling down, wicked insomnia, migraines, feeling sick. So yeah, great day.
I didn’t fall asleep until 6.30. I’d been up most of the night trying to sleep but my brain was not giving in. I spent most of the night freaking out about Bella starting nursery. She’s going to love it and it’s going to be so good for her but I’m just going to miss her so much. I know it’s normal parental freak out. I have to keep telling myself it’s fine and she’s going to enjoy it so much.
We’ve had car problems today. Our battery is dead. Silly cold weather. Sadly it means I’m going to have to walk to the other side of town for counselling tomorrow. Luckily it’s an hour later than normal.
I’m currently charging the battery but I think it is most definitely knackered and we’re going to have to get a new one. I’ve had to do it before when I had a little Fiesta. Man I loved that car.
Because of the lack of a car we didn’t go out. Rather gutted as I was hoping to take Bella to go see some animals today but stuff happens. Instead some of my friends came round. Even though they weren’t feeling great and one of them even took the battery out of the car so I could charge it even though he’s really ill. It’s lovely having friends like that, that no matter what they are there for you and will help you.
It was nice to have some grown up time and just sit and have a cuppa and chat.
Where I’ve been feeling so rough today I ended up crashing when Bella went down for a nap. I had to force myself to cook us some dinner. Glad I did, I’m so impressed, Bella ate all her dinner. This very rarely happens especially when chips are involved but nope I looked over at her and she had an empty plate. I asked where it had all gone and she opened her mouth going ‘Ahhh!’ Man I love this girl
Hopefully we can get the car back on the road tomorrow and Bella can go see Grandma and Grandad.
Anyways, I’m off to bed with Bella in a minute. Need some more sleep to shift this headache.
Night all and let’s see what adventures tomorrow holds for us.